1. 12th July 2013

    As I write this you are sat on the plane on your way home, back to Leeds and soon enough, back to me. These last two weeks without you have been a struggle and the 10 nights you were away for even worse as I knew you were even further from me. It seems like it’s taken forever to get to this point, the end of your holiday, but I’m glad it’s finally here. I know that sounds selfish but I’ve been dying to talk to you on the phone. I’ve missed hearing your voice so much! And the Skyping! When you’re home we can sit up on Skype and chat an I get to see you, my beautiful girl but when your away we’re restricted to Facebook and some texting. I shouldn’t complain though because it’s been so nice to be able to converse with you while you were away anyway, no matter how it was. But I know you understand how nice it is to have a phone conversation and to video call on Skype when we’re apart. If gives the sense of being closer to you even though we’re miles apart and I find it somewhat comforting. Of course, it’ll never be as comforting as having you here with me. I imagine if you were here right now while I’m doing this you’d probably be sat behind me with your arms and legs wrapped around me making me feel loved. You like to sit behind me on occasion and do that, and it’s one of the nicest feelings. Just like it is when you’re cuddling me and you kiss me on the head. I love all the little things you do. Just little things that make me feel loved. When you’re not around I really miss those things. Just think, in a few days you’ll be laying in bed next to me as you fall asleep and you’ll be able to pucker your lips for a kiss and I’ll actually be there to kiss them. To kiss you. It’ll be very nice. I’ve really missed kissing you and cuddling you and laughing with you. And we can’t forget holding hands in the car while we belt out ‘Call Me Maybe’. I just miss everything with you and it’ll be fantastic to have you and our little world back with our little habits. I’m thinking about you the whole time you’re on your flight and I can’t wait to talk to you this weekend - it’ll be an honour that I’ve missed. I love you so much baby and if this time apart has taught me anything, it’s that I want you forever. Regardless of what comes our way I want you for the rest of my life. There will be hard times and times that will seem impossible but we’ll get through them because we’ll have each other and we’ll know that it’ll be worth it. I love you unconditionally and endlessly, always <3 x

     

  2. 11th July 2013

    Homeward bound tomorrow my love! I know you’ve missed home a lot and you’ll be glad to get back to your home comforts. Let’s not forget that it means that the time we’ll be spending together is getting closer! I’m seriously excited and cannot wait to see you! So I just checked my calendar and it hasn’t even been two weeks since you left me but it feels like it’s been an eternity - how is that possible?! It feels like forever yet it’ll be 2 weeks tomorrow. The important thing is that I’ll be with you very soon and we’ll have an amazing time together. I’m really excited to spend your birthday with you. It’s quite nice that you want to spend I t with me really because we haven’t been together all that long and you’ve got friends and family that you could spend it with but it’s nice that you want to spend it with me. We’re going to have an amazing time in Manchester. I think it’s nice that you get to go away for your birthday. Not sure if you’ve been away for your birthday before but I always love celebrating my birthday with some sort of break. Certainly makes it more memorable in my experience. I think I’m mostly happy with what I got you present-wise although I never feel like it’s enough. You’re so amazing and lovely that I just want to give you the best thing ever and then realise that I don’t really know what the best thing ever is and I always feel paranoid about whether what I buy is good enough. I know you’re not fussy at all and that’s the best thing because I know you’ll always be happy with whatever, but I still feel like my gifts are inadequate a lot of the time. I mean, it’s your 18th birthday and I feel like I should’ve got you more than I have. Hopefully I’ll be able to make the whole time your with me enjoyable though and maybe that will be enough. It’s annoying because you’re the best person ever and you really deserve someone who can give you the best and give you everything and I don’t think I’ll ever feel like I do enough for you. I know I’ll always try though my love. So soon you’ll be 18 and legal to drink and go clubbing and smoke, although let’s stay away from that last one - mostly. I feel really old thinking about my birthday in October so we’re definitely going to have to do something awesome and fun for that. Anything with you will be awesome and fun though - I’m sure you’ll make me feel young. It’s crazy how much I’ve missed you since you left me but it’s always nice knowing that you feel the same. I just keep thinking about how incredible it’ll feel once we’re reunited and I know it’ll have been worth the wait - you always are. We’ll do plenty of things while your here and hopefully by the end of your time you’ll just tell me that you’re moving in instead of leaving and everything will be perfect and we’ll live in our fairytale happily ever after. Or failing that we’ll get some more time together in August or September hopefully. It’ll be nice. I always enjoy our little adventures. It’d be so cool to spend the whole summer road tripping around Europe with you - that’d be super fun. Maybe when we’re older and richer. I look forward to everything that lies ahead of us in our future. I know whatever comes our way it’ll certainly be an adventure and we’ll stay strong. I love you millions forever and ever baby <3 x

     

  3. 10th July 2013

    2 days left of your holiday baby and then you’ll be back with your home comforts. I got your last letter today and it was really lovely and sweet. I’m so lucky to have you. You are so nice and sweet to me, writing these letters for me while you’re away. I will keep them forever. It means so much that you went to all that trouble for me. It means so much that you do everything for me and I’ll probably never be able to show you how much I appreciate it but I will try for the rest of my life to show you how much I appreciate you. I had a lovely lunch at Jaspers today and it’s such a small, cute place. I can’t wait to take you there. Will be very nice to take you to a little tea room place for a little lunch. I feel English when I go there so you’ll fit right in. We have so much time together that we can do so much - anything you want. I just know that I’m going to be even more head over heels in love with you by the end of our time together. I think it’ll be even harder saying goodbye though because we’ll be together for so long. You really will be my life for almost 2 weeks - it couldn’t be anymore perfect. I can’t wait for the day that we’ll have forever and there will be no more goodbyes. It’s true that saying goodbye makes seeing you again so exciting but in all honesty I think I’d be just as excited to see you even if I said goodbye to you in the morning and then saw you again after work. My whole day would be spent watching the time and wondering how long it’d be until I saw my beautiful girlfriend again. I can’t wait to have everything with you. The house, the family, the cars (which I’ll have final say on I think), the holidays, the pets, the special occasions. When we finally have all that we’ll look back at how far we’ve come and know that every moment of the time leading up to it was absolutely worth it because we’ll have our dream. You make me so happy and it’d be nice to spend my life trying to make you as happy as you make me. In time we’ll have it all but for now we’ll just enjoy the little things and make the most of the time we have together because it is all so incredible. Every moment with you is like floating on a cloud. It’s just so beautiful being in a little bubble with you. And even when we’re not in a bubble and we’re with others, I just love looking at you and thinking “Oh my God, this beautiful girl is actually my girlfriend” and then my heart skips a beat and I just want you right there. You will always be such an important part of my life and I will always love you and care for you and be here for you. Even if you ever decided you didn’t want to be with me or things just didn’t work out, I’d always be here for you - to the extent that if you needed me in the middle of the night I would still drive up for you. It’d because I love you and I’m in love with you so much, and even if things change I’ll always love you and be in love with you. You will always be in my heart. Honestly I think we’ll get it all. Unless one of us gets scared and pushes the other away. But I really believe we will. I will love you forever, no matter what <3 x

     

  4. 9th July 2013

    This could be a short one because my eyes are really playing up. Also if there are any spelling mistakes it’s because it’s mostly being typed with my eyes closed - this is what it’d be like if I was blind I guess. I was sat out the back tonight. It’s such a beautiful night and reminded me of the night that we laid out the back under the stars last time you came down. So I was listening to a playlist on Youtube and “When I Was Your Man” by Bruno Mars came on. It made me think about how much I’d miss you if anything ever happened between us and we broke up. I’ve realised that with people in your life, if you don’t make an effort to bother with them then the chance of running in to them or seeing them around is extremely rare - and that’s just with people that live near you. The likelihood of us ever running in to each other again if we broke up would be next to nothing. I hate the thought of never seeing you again. Never seeing you smile or hearing your voice or watching you do something really silly but funny at the same time. I’d spend every day wondering what you were doing and thinking how weird it would be that you’d just be walking around in Leeds (soon to be Manchester) and I’d be walking around in Cardiff and it’d almost be as if we never happened, as if we never met. Apart from the memories and anything that have from the other, it’d simply be like we didn’t exist in the others life because really, we wouldn’t. That’s a really horrible thought. The chance of us meeting each other anyway was extremely slim but we did. We met for a reason and whatever that reason was, you’re meant to be in my life and that’s the way I want to keep it, always. All this made me realise that I don’t say thank you enough to you. Everything you do for me and the way you love me is incredible and I’m so appreciative of it all, but I don’t think I’ve ever really thanked you for that. You do so much for me and things you don’t even know you do, and I just want you to know that I do appreciate it and I am thankful - I never want you to think that I’m not. I love you for the way you love me and the things you do for me, among a million other reasons for loving you. You’re the nicest, kindest, most caring person I’ve ever met and you’re a really good person. There’s not a lot of people in this world that you can say that about. A lot of people have good and bad in them but you are truly good. Sure, you may mess up at times or make mistakes but you have a massive heart and you always, always try to do the right thing and think of others, even to the point where you don’t think about yourself enough - but I love you, just the way are. So that’s what I really wanted to say in this post tonight - thank you. I never want to have to find out what my life would be like without you now that I’ve found you. I love you with all my heart for all of eternity. You’re my one and only -  never forget that <3 x

     

  5. 8th July 2013

    We are slowly but surely making our way to the end of your holiday and towards our time together in Manchester and Cardiff. This time without you has been kind of empty actually. Apart from my feelings for you, like missing you and loving you and missing you some more, there isn’t really anything else going on feeling-wise for me. You are on my mind every minute of every day and will be until I see you again. I just really miss our time together. Tonight I just want to be with you. I want to lay next to you and fell you there. I want to cuddle you and kiss you. I want to be able to just look in your eyes. I want to take in your whole face and think to myself how truly beautiful you are. I want to look at you and have my heart skip a beat because I know how lucky I am to be with you and have you as my girlfriend. I want to hold your hand and squeeze it. I want to place kisses all over your face; on your forehead, your eyes, your cheeks, your nose, your lips and your chin. And then I want to start all over again. I want the comfort of having you next to me as I sleep tonight. I want to watch you after you’ve fallen asleep for a bit because of how angelic you look when you sleep. I want to be able to wake up in the middle of the night and see you right there and just cuddle in to you. I want to be woken up by you going to the toilet in the night. I want to wake up in the morning and have your beautiful face be the first thing I see. I want to just watch you peacefully until you wake up. I want to have morning cuddles and kisses with you. I want all this tonight. I want it all so much. My heart is just aching to have all this with you again. I know it’s not long and I know that we’ll have it again soon but I’m just craving it. My heart aches for you when you’re not around, and for the moments we share together - no matter how small they may seem. All of these things are so significant because they’re with you, and everything with you is so significant. I just want every inch of you here right now and I want every inch of you forever more. I love every part of you and I’m so deeply in love with you that there will never be an end to it - like the ocean. When I have you again I will make the most of every single second I spend with you as I always try to do. I can’t wait for our time together to begin. I’m so in love with you, always <3 x

     

  6. 7th July 2013

    Well today has gone really quick. It could be the fact that I was up at 1pm though. It’s been really nice being able to talk to you so much since you’ve been away. Especially considering we thought we’d barely talk for the whole time. I miss you incredibly but it makes it easier. I suppose if it wasn’t for the fact that I know you’re abroad it’d just be like you being in Leeds really. I love the very nice Facebook message I got off you this morning, although it made me a little bit confused. I’m not exactly sure whether your phone tells you when I send text messages but if they’re the ones I’m thinking of, they were quite delayed. I’m assuming you were on about the goodnight text and the poem text. The goodnight one I actually sent the night before last after you said that you missed our goodnight texts. I thought it’d be a nice idea and bring a bit of homeliness to your holiday - if that makes sense. The poem one I actually sent you yesterday. I think it was late afternoon or early evening. I like looking at nice poems that make me think of you and then texting them to you. I’d write you one but considering you’re the English student I think I’ll leave that to you - wouldn’t want to steal your thunder. Or realistically, I wouldn’t want to be god damn awful at it which I probably would be. But hey, if you ever want a good laugh then I’ll write you one! I get another of your letters tomorrow which I’m excited about - I love having them to read! It was a really nice thought. It definitely makes it nicer knowing that I can keep them forever and when we’re all settled down and married one day I can whip them out and be like “Remember there?” - yes, I’m still on about the letters. I’m trying think about that fact that you’ll be back soon which will mean that I’ll get to see you soon which will be amazing. It’s got to the point now where even though I miss you like crazy, it’s close enough to seeing you that I’m getting really excited and slightly, very nervous and anxious - the things you do to me! I’m not going to lie, I really wish you were here with those magic hands to give my back some TLC because I’m in agony with it! But I kind of like the idea that we’re now building up to all those days that I get with you. I’m stuck between wanting to rush to it because I know it’s going to be perfect to just be with you again, and not wanting to rush it because I know it’ll go too fast. So for now I’ll just let it be and keep missing you everyday until I’m with you again. To cuddle and kiss and hold hands. All those things and more. I’ve just this minute realised that I’m actually going to have a lot to do this week because I’ve got to sort out your birthday present. I’m sure it’d be a lot easier if I’d decided what to get you by now. I’m not normally a last minute buyer, just somebody that really wants their girlfriend to have an amazing birthday and is worried that nothing is quite right. I know you’re easy to buy for but I am a perfectionist with certain things and people and I just want it to be right and nice. I’m sure I’ll get it sorted though. Actually I KNOW I will. Anyway, I love you and miss you more than my brain can understand but it’s ok because my heart understand it perfectly. You’re my world <3 x

     

  7. 6th July 2013

    So we are now half way through your time away which means that I’ve only got another 6 of these to write. Today was such a beautiful day - so sunny and hot! The only thing missing was you. I spent most of the day sunbathing and, if it’s possible, I think I got even paler. I have no idea how this happened. It doesn’t matter anyway because next to your lovely tomato colour that you’re working on, I’ll love pale either way. I listened to the CDs you made me all afternoon - it was really nice. I just like listening to them and thinking about you and how nice it was for you to make them for me. I spent the time laying on the airbed with my eyes closed just imagining how nice it’ll be in a couple of weeks when you’re down - especially if the weather is this nice. My mother was going on about how nice it’ll be for us to have the jacuzzi while they’re away and I completely agree of course. It’ll just be nice to have you for such a long time, and 7 days of it will be just us in the house. It’ll be like a test for whether we’ll ever be able to live together or whether we’ll just always have to have our own places. If we survive that many days together without any problems then we’re pretty awesome. Actually no, forget that, we’re pretty awesome regardless. OH YES! Tonight I got to try out that meal that I want to cook for you when you’re down and I’ve got to say it turned out pretty freaking amazing! Yes, that’s right - I can now cook. It went so well that I think I should consider becoming a chef. Unless it was just luck. We’ll have to see how it goes when I try to cook it for you. I know it’s another 6 days until you come home, but 9 days until I get to see you. I don’t want to wait that long though. Fancy flying to Cardiff instead? Ok, so I know you can’t do that, and I’m fine to wait until Monday, but I really, really, really miss you. I can’t tell you how much I miss you because I don’t know how but it’s a lot - well, more than that obviously. If one of us could teleport it’d be incredible. We could just be there whenever we wanted to or needed to. I think we should invest in science in case they can discover how to teleport people from one place to another. Earlier you told me that you just wanted to tell me that you loved me. That was really nice. It’s always nice knowing that somebody you love loves you back. I always like telling you that I love you too. Sometimes I worry that I say it too much but I know you’ve said that you like it so it’s all good. I think there’s going to be a lot of cuddle and a lot of kisses when we’re reunited again. I know we’ve both really missed them. I really miss being cuddled as we fall asleep or spooning you as we fall asleep. It’s really nice. Even though you proper back that ass in to me. You know I love that ass. And I love you of course. I love the way you smell. I can smell it when I cuddle you at night. It’s really soothing and comforting. Then again, everything about having you there with me at night is comforting. I just feel whole again with you next to me. When you’re not it’s just like I’ve lost a puzzle piece. But then when I get you back it’s like a massive celebration and heart pumping excitement that the puzzle is complete! I think I rambled on about puzzles a little but what I’m trying to say is that I miss you. I miss you with the deepest parts of me and my heart has a horrible achy feeling without you. The good thing is that although you’re not physically here, whenever I want to see you all I have to do is close me eyes and I see you - you’re right in front of my eyes. I always feel you when you’re not around. I feel it in my heart. When I drive past that road where you complimented the tree, or when I drive past the Ibis hotel, or when I lay down next to your t-shirt at night and it smells of you. I feel it all in my heart. And it’s nice. Even though you’re not here, you are. That’s comforting, and it makes the ache a little better at times. Let’s face it though, I’m always going to miss you when we’re apart. Just because of how special and important you are, and how incredible what we have together is. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you and wish I was with you. And not a day goes past that I don’t appreciate your place in my life, because I really do. You occupy the biggest part of my brain and all of my heart. I will love you as long as my heart beats, and even after that. I love you always sweetie <3 x

     

  8. 5th July 2013

    It just feels like it’s been forever since I’ve seen you. In actual fact it’s only been a week because this time last week you were on your way back home from seeing me. I did have an amazing week with you. I mean, I know we were a bit lazy so didn’t do a whole lot but it was really nice to just be with you, no matter what we’re doing. I miss you so much when we’re apart and I just forget how good it feels to be with you again. Just that feeling in my heart that we’re us again and everything is right in that time we’re together. Even if things don’t go according to plan and we have a disagreement or a bit of a tiff it doesn’t even matter because it just makes me love you more. It makes me worry that I might lose you at times, and I never want that. But even in those difficult moments, I still love you more than I’ve ever loved anybody else and I always want to just hug you and be ok with you again. I can be really stubborn but I don’t know whether you’ve seen much of that yet because whenever there is tension between us my heart just tells my head to swallow my pride and make everything right again. I know when things are my fault, and often they are, but sometimes it takes me a while to admit that it is because I don’t want to look stupid. With you I don’t care there - I would gladly look stupid if it meant that I got to see your beautiful smile and that light you get in your eyes. I love the way your eyes light up when you’re happy. It’s such an incredible thing to see. I loved going to the zoo with you last Wednesday and just seeing the way you were looking at the animals. You can really tell when you love something. I just think about the day that it’ll be our child that lights up your face. When we bring him home from the hospital, or see his first steps, or go to his first school play. I know you’ll be a great mother when the time comes. You have two sides to you; the strong “nothing-offends-me” side and the really soppy and gooey side. I love them both. You just seem to be perfectly balanced and always know how to be when people need you. Even if you don’t end up with me, although I pray you do, I know you’ll be the best wife and mother you could ever be. You’ll just have to remember that everyone needs time for themselves too, and you can’t always keep everyone happy. You are an incredible young woman and I really hope I’m stood right next to you to see what an amazing woman you are during your life. I know you’ll be great at whatever you do and I will always support and believe in you. I miss you so much when I’m not with you and I can’t wait for the evenings we’ll get to share together - whether it’s out or snuggled up in front of the fire. Each moment with you is truly a gift from God and something that I will always appreciate. I never want to look back at the end of my life and regret not making the most of us and the time we spent together. I always want to remind you how I feel about you and I always want to be there for you. I never want you to feel unloved or alone, ever. I’d hate myself for ever making you feel like that, or ever making you feel less than you are. You are so much in this world and I really hope one day you can see how incredible you are, how much you mean to the people around you and how much you are capable of. I love you so much baby and I can’t wait to wrap my arms around you again and just feel your heart beat next to mine <3 x 

     

  9. 4th July 2013

    It’s really very weird because it feels like you’ve been away for ages, like a week, when in actual fact today is only the third day. Still another week left! It’s crazy how long an empty my days feel without talking to you so much. I saw Hayley this evening and pretty much spent the whole time talking about you. It was a pretty good thing though because as you know I decided on something rather special which was really nice. We also ended up shopping and looking at stuff for my “idea”, and it looks like it’ll take a fair bit of work and planning but you are certainly worth so much effort. Honestly, that hot air balloon idea was pretty cool and to be honest since I told you about that idea I think it’s seemed more appealing but it’s too late now obviously. Anyway, it doesn’t matter because I think this is a pretty awesome idea and will be memorable. You won’t forget it - or be able to - hopefully. It’s nice talking about you and thinking about you when you’re not around. It really sucks that I miss you so much baby but it’s nice thinking about stuff for you and us, and thinking about our future together. I’m having fun thinking about your birthday and trying to organise stuff and think of other surprises and that. At least you know that you are always in my thoughts. I really want to show you how much I love you and how much you mean to me so I’m trying to think of something for that too. I mean, I try and let you know everyday but really it’d be nice if I could plan something romantic and sweet. We’ll just have to see if I’m capable of it. I wish it was easier for me to tell you in person what I’m thinking and how I feel more often. I do try as you know but usually what’s in my head never makes it out of my mouth in the same form. Hopefully you have a pretty good idea of how I feel about you by now though - I hope so! I really do love you, you know. With all my heart. With every fibre of my being. Forever and always. And whatever comes after that. I’ve heard some fireworks going off tonight - I assume because it’s Independence Day. I know it’s not celebrated over here but seriously, who doesn’t want to use any excuse for fireworks? It makes me wish you were here tonight and that we could have fireworks to watch together as I cuddle you to keep you warm. And then I’d kiss you and tell you how much I love you, and that I never want another 4th of July to go by without you and me being us. 6 years ago today I had my year 11 prom - as I keep being reminded by everybody’s Facebook status’. Why this is relevant to people I’m not sure but still. Then, 4 years ago today I had my 6th form prom. Strangely enough they both fell on 4th of July. Anyway, 4th of July has never really been a good day for me to be quite honest. At my year 11 prom I had my heart broken and ended up crying - great. At my 6th form prom a similar thing happened, although not too bad. But this year is different. This year July 4th seems to be a good day for me. Sure, my baby is away and it sucks because I’m not with her, but I’ve also found the person that I want to spend every other 4th of July with, and ended up discussing that with Hayley. I just know that with you by my side I will never have another bad 4th of July again - unless you stop me having fireworks or deny me sex. I’m kidding, about the sex anyway - fireworks is a must. Basically since you came in to my life pretty much everything has been incredible. I can’t believe the change I’ve seen in my life and the majority of that is down to you! I knew last year would be an amazing year and as this year got closer I had a feeling this would be an INCREDIBLE year but in all honesty I really didn’t think I’d get lucky twice, but I have. This is definitely the best year I’ve had so far and it’s down to having found you. Having you in my life is the single best thing to have ever happened to me and as long as I live I will always remember 2013 purely for that, and the awesome memories we’ve made. Just remember baby, that I love you eternally and there is nothing in this world that I would ever want to come between us - there’s nothing in this world that I want more than you. I fall in love with you more everyday and I know I’ll continue to for the rest of my life. I love you millions, beautiful <3 x

     

  10. 3rd July 2013

    Today I love you more. Today I miss you more. I got to speak to you for a bit last night and it was really nice because I miss you so much. It was nice knowing that you do exist, because sometimes without you it feels like I just made up the perfect scenario in my head and it’s not real. It’s hard to believe sometimes that this is actually real and you are mine because it’s just so good and perfect, and not a lot of perfect things happen in this world. Or not to me anyway. I usually overthink things a lot which sometimes leads me to thinking that I’m going to screw everything up. It’s just that I seem to have a way of turning such amazing things in to such perfect disasters, and I really don’t want that. There has never been anything in my life that I’ve wanted to keep so together and right and whole. I’ve tried to stop worrying about this because the more I worry, the more likely I am to ruin it. It’s ok when you’re here though. When we’re together I feel like there’s nothing that can break us - not even my stupidity. Today I’ve been thinking a lot about you and us. I like it. It’s nice thinking about the memories we’ve made together. I was at my nans house with my parents, and I completely zoned out thinking about us. I have no idea what they were talking about and only came back to reality when I heard my nan say my name - wasn’t anything interesting mind you. I was thinking about your last visit here. I was thinking about the night we spent in the cabin, and if I’m honest it often pops in to my thoughts. It was just one of those nights. It was really nice and I saw you in a different way - like a different side to you. I really can’t even explain it because I’ve tried explaining this in my head but I just don’t know how to - like the words just don’t exist to explain it. That night was just kind of perfect and special. I just felt really comfortable and safe with you, and that was really nice. You’re probably thinking I’ve grown some sort of emotional attachment to that night. I have no idea - maybe. It was just different, in a good way. I really can’t wait to have you back with me in a couple of weeks - it’ll be sensational. Right now I’m actually listening to the CD that I made for us to listen to on the 24th. Every song on here reminds me of you, but I guess that’s why I put them on here. You know, sometimes I just wish things were easier. I don’t for a minute regret us or any of the memories we’ve made, but how much nicer would it be if we were closer - if we could see each other whenever we wanted. I know that we wouldn’t have had half of the experiences we have or made the memories we have if things had been like that, which is why I realise it’s not all that bad. I just look forward to the day that I can just call you and ask if you want to come over or do something. That’d be really nice. Or when I get to wake up next to you every morning. Just open my eyes and see the most beautiful creation God has ever made. I’d really like everything with you. I think it’d be a whole new level of perfect for us. I love you very much and wherever in the world you are, or whatever you are doing, you will always be in my heart. I was a little surprised last night when you asked me to not stop loving you while you’re away. I thought it was quite cute in a way. I just wanted to make sure you knew that that wouldn’t happen. Not at all. No possibility whatsoever. Things don’t change that quickly and I can’t just stop loving someone that I’m madly in love with. There is no chance I’m going to stop loving you because I love you even more! I will be here waiting for you when you get back. I love you to the end of the Earth and back. You are my always <3 x